

hurt.last night i was shocked. i didn't really see it coming, but i also didn't think that it would hurt me so much. The worst pain i have felt in so long shook right through me...taking my breath with it. how the hell can you be in love with her? maybe i still have some feelings for you...but i know me and you can never be together again and im happier without you, but it still hurts to know you loved her while you said you loved me and denied any feelings you had for her for so god damn long... you made me sound like the bitch for assuming there was something between you two. hell, you still claim to love me. so many things pass through my mind.hurt.


be mine.at a loss for words hard to explain the way i feel still confused and afraid but this has to be realbe mine.
no one could ever take your place in my heart i've felt you were the one right from the start
my love for you has grown so much as the days drag on i yearn for your touch
ashamed as i look back on how i almost let you go that was never what i really wanted and now my true feelings start to show
i hope you will take me exactly as i am i am my own person i want you to be my man.


pain.i've been laying around thinking about what could have been, somehow it feels like loving you was a sin. but in the end i know that this is right, looking outside i can finally see the light. since the day i decided i wasnt going to deal with your shit, i've been finding the missing pieces that i didnt know would fit. i have not second guess the decision i have made, i dont appreciate being lied to or being played. maybe everything was partially my fault, but all i knew was that i needed to put this relationship to a halt. what is love without honesty and truth? there is no reapain.


out of time. out of luck.i cannot decide whether i was following my heart, as i fought like hell to not break us apart. maybe i was just listening to my head, thinking about all the tears which should have never been shed. i knew what was going on all along, you called me a bitch and said i was wrong. how could you play me the way that you did, you treated me like i was some little kid. it was so obvious to me why you didnt want us talking, you knew we would tell each other things that were shocking. so many things are flying through my mind, i need to get out just to unwind. i dont believe a sinout of time. out of luck.
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please see my
thank you
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please see my
thank you
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We don't wake up
every morning and go,
Thank God, another day.
Yet every time we take in a breath,
it's a gift.
Johnny Depp
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